Breaking Bad (habits)

Here we are again, constantly learning, tweaking, and accessing. Nothing could have prepared me for the influx of epiphany and misconstruing I am experiencing this season. I am grateful to be shown myself in ways I never considered. When you think you understand yourself, sometimes its difficult to recognize that you are wrong in the patterns that you are used to. But, that's what life is for, its for making mistakes, changing your behavior, and progressing for the better. I am making new decisions as I learn myself over and over again. My boundaries are shifting in a new direction. There are growing pains as I evolve into a truer version of myself, as every experience is my teacher. Thank you to the ones who are patient with me and to the ones who know me beyond the surface. I am simultaneously afraid, tired, excited, and equipped. Thank god for introspection and my therapist. I am open to the change of life as I adapt with it.