Californian Elements

This new month brings with it a fiery passion lit by creation and expression. I am becoming more comfortable in my skin and who I am transforming into. There have been so many realizations this year about the way I move in the world, what I truly want, and how to transmute any energy into what I need it for. A special shoutout to my therapist, Irvin, who gives me a broader perspective of myself.

Lately, I find myself in awe of my surroundings. Traveling across Californian terrain to sit and be in solitude amongst the trees and wildlife. I've been inspired by the elements again, as I often am. But this time is different, because I am actively practicing new ways of life. Sometimes I make light of the kind of work I am doing to develop my self-awareness. But, it takes real conversations with yourself and effort to change for the better. To realize that maybe you were wrong all along, maybe you should look at something in a different light. Its easy to resist change but its hard to let go. You don't have to be the same version of yourself you were yesterday. That is what is so awesome about life, to live is to change. To change is to be in a constant state of living because every single moment you are alive something is changing within your body. Cells are replicating at different speeds, you are literally walking through time-space. Meaning every single step or movement you take, is the future, until it isn't (death). I am on a constant journey to live in the present.

I am not sure what is next this year, but I am sure its good. I am grateful for every thing and person that surrounds me because they are all my teachers. This year is teaching me how to transform.

I leave you with an awesome song recommendation- Sahara Cowboy by Arc De Soleil